We wish you were here

We wish you were here

 
One year has passed.
It was a day never to be forgotten
I heard someone say 
You had gone away.
 

The pain is the same,
A wound that is still open.
Days go by
There is no sound coming from me.
 

It gets worse some days.
I feel sick and weak from it.
This is too much for me.
I just sit here and cry.

 
I have shut the door to my private life
Keep everyone out,
I put myself in a box.
No matter how hard they try, I won't give in.



I knew you would be there for me,
True, strong, and faithful.
How much value does my life have
Why do I miss you so much now?
 


 
You raised me as your firstborn,
He's daddy's little boy
I chose my own path
However, I was still a part of your world


 
Although I wasn't the best,
I am guilty of neglect,
You know, my dearest Daddy,
There was a lot of respect between us.
 


My love for you has never wavered,
A star in my father's eyes.
I am now in pain
As a distant worshiper.
 

 
My love for you has grown
Back then, I did the same thing.
Hope all goes well... The day will come
I look forward to seeing you again.

 
You are an inspiration to me,
In the end, he remained brave and strong.
If someone asks you, "How are you?" you respond, "Good."
Pretending is unnecessary.
 
Don't forget those who went before you, as the whole family loves and misses you so much.
 
I will always love you!
 
-Angelo Dedil